15/6/2009



internet bandwidth is so bad.

I guess we all take for granted singapore’s internet connection.

Anyway, I am in agony. In agony with the matters of my heart.For the decisions that I made. The crappy ones.

Have you ever wondered, what it would be like when you could just turn back in time and actually studied hard, and actually liked studying? I can. I can even predict which school I would have gone to. And there would be no regrets.

But God decided that I should be here, instead of some other place else, and I can’t argue.

I hate going through my facebook account.

Why?

Because each friend I made in it is a painful reminder of where I could have been, and where I should be.

Let this sorrow pour into my pen, and let me articulate these regrets into words.